*

2009-12-21T11:29:00.001+08:00

lazy to update this blog uhhs x.x
onsugar link is http://replication.onsugar.com
add link kies xD
LOL

2009-11-16T02:02:00.002+08:00

270709-151109
it's all over.
thanks to me being so unfaithful the first ever in my love life.
sorry my piggie dearest.
ii didnt mean to.
but it's too late and i cldnt have avoid it i suppose.

memories stay but letting go is another thing.
i'd rmber you for life cos memories stay.
letting you go or sld i say you letting me go is of no choice.
i know i've hurt you deeply.
i know i've done wrong.
you trusted me and gave me my freedom
yet i betrayed you.
gomen ne ~
&for the last time.. ily.

2009-11-04T02:11:00.003+08:00

2ndNov-3rdNov

went sch as usual but didnt even bother doing my project as ii was too tired to even move
jasmine tt naughty girl skipped afternoon class and came my sch to find me XD
hahas, was drenched in the dam heavy rain after afternoon lesson ended -.-
went to NorthPoint NewWing toilet to dry my fringe *it's the most impt to me*
was so darn cold all the way *everyone gt a change of clothes except me cos they all gt bring extra*
*RARRS !*

kennyDI finally reached yishunMRT then went to the library,
supposed to do proj but ended up playing DJmax on di's psp =x
trained to doverMRT then changed to shutter bus to NUH .
went to mama's shop there de Indonesia restaurant to have dinner with Mr.Boon&kor
then do some stuffs before his chauffeur send kor&me home
around 10+ michBF came my hse
ton-ed at my hse for the night.
ordered mac delivery at 12+ am xD
*HUGGS to silly michBF&rmber ily [x*

started preparing at 650am then called kennyDI wakeup at 7
continued preparing but ended up thinking ii go 10am lesson instead
cos my silly michBF was sleeping so soundly ii just had to let her rest more [x
read newspaper but ended up sleeping too ~
LOL

ended up taking an unofficial offday from sch ! hahas
accompanied bf back to her hse,
talked/ sleep/ play with lovelle/ took photos of lovelle/ huggs
yutingMyLady&pearlBBMEIMEII came at night [x
had girls talk and stuffs till 1115pm like tt then went home x33

*Bf: rmber no matter what Love&we girls are still here with you, we still love you no matter what
you cry then ii cry with you then how ? LOL x33

*MyLady: dont think too much&whatever happens, we're always here for you to find comfort in.
there'll always be a way somehow @.@ heh x33

*BBMeimeii: you this silly BBMeimeii, rest more&drink more water alrights ? haiyohs, you uhhs ~
health comes first so better tc kies !? arbo ii emo how ? x33

*Gf: idk how's life going on for you now but just say anything in the LSB whenever you feel there's no where
to turn to kies ? i'm always checking for updates there but sadly there isn't D: x33

2009-11-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

30th OCT *

met up with dearestDIDI at doverMRT then headed down to bugis
went to book room for topone first then went for sheesha ! xD
it's been ages since ii last went uhhs @.@
sibei HIGHHHHHHH uhhs ! *grins*
*now ii feel like sheesha-ing* D:

next stop TOPONE !! *yeah-ness*
we gt the couple room but no other rooms available at tt time ~
so just take it, better than waiting right !?
hahas

while didi went to the toilet ii just realized tt there's a heart shape at the back of us lors !!
&this didi came in and pose while ii took the heart shape ~
LOL
we didnt get to sing finish when the place closed D:
*&we already choose the songs from the starting*
LOL

didi was sleeping the last 30mins+ or so till closing time *RARRS !*
but my eyes was closing too ~
hahas
then went to mac to buy korkorr his macdonald breakfast !! *yawns ~
mrt-ed home&we overslept till pioneer !! =x
then u-turned home .
hahas

NAHS ! silly.didi posing so shuang uhhs ~

2009-10-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

29OCT update is on onsugar [x
hahas

2009-10-29T19:45:00.002+08:00

THANKS DEAREST&MYGIRLS for 28th celebration till the strike of the actual day x33
THANKS JASMINE, LING.JIE, ALAN, CAIFA&GERALD.DI for 29th celebration *

*thanks to dearest for fetching me around these days*
*thanks to those tt wished me*

*advance thanks to kenny.di to accompany me tmr*
*advance thanks to p-chan on booking me on sat night though idk what you plan yet*
LOL

28thOCT*
dearest fetched me from sch&ii was with him ever since till he send me back home on 29OCT 2:51am
xD
hahas

fetched wayneGF first at her sch then michBF opposite her hse
&then we're rotting at SP next while waiting for yutingMyLady/fiance xD
she's late for 27mins&dunno how many secs =x *we still love you&we know it isnt your fault* [x
lastly pearlBBmeimeii at tiong xD
&we're on our way to YISHUN *wow ! back to sch yo ! hahas, no la*
yishun for ramen !!
bf&MyLady ate different stuffs but it still seems so appetizing D:
hahas ~

dearest went to withdraw money first so we girls were talking away while eating,
finally dearest's back and you sld be glad to have all my ladies around you lors ~
=x
hahas, xing fu uhhs *grins*
&those cheeky girls said they wanna go withdraw money and came back with..
CAKIIE&lingerie from each of them *faints*
MyLady's the most cheeky one among them all *seriously idk how to use uhhs*
hahas, maybe you girls sld show it to me instead *winks*

dearest's friends reached too !
&ii was finding the present they gave SUPER familiar lurs ~
hahas
but really.. thanks ! {x

then we're like having photo taking session lors !
must post here&there *faints*
hahas

&we're off to Henderson wave !! xD
had heart-heart talks with us girls and of cos PHOTOS !
didnt get to be with dearest tt much but really appreciate it tt he's so patient ~

was dead tired when ii reached home but still didnt sleep till 4+ nearing 5am
hahas, was chatting with bbmeimeii online @.@
hees ~

next post wld be on the actual day after 29oct have past kies [x

2009-10-28T04:31:00.002+08:00

it's 4+ am and i'm still awake @.@
*MyLady, yes yes ii know i've reached home way earlier but hehe...*
had a lil tiff with him cos ii said maybe i'd be in sch uni
then he said it's your bdea le all those things
then started to 'quarrel' a lil then he kup my phone cos ii kept quiet..

idk la ..
wished di cld be awake now to pei me talk D:
&ii needa start preparing at 6+ -.-
FK ! later BAO become PANDA de uhhs ~
think mostly gonna just sleep in class and ask gerald.di to help me do my project =x
* yawns *

wanna sleep but no mood to sleep, how how ?
hais ~

anyways dearest rented a car so he picked me up at NUH just now then go eat
then drive till bedok there just to pump petrol -.-
then pick MyLady up from cck *far siol !*
then went mustafa *ii know ii know, sot sot right ?*
LOL
then to holland V&the last place is henderson wave there but we're right at the top
didnt know how to go to the wave place so just sit there talktalk [x
*sorry dearest for 'throwing' you to a corner* @.@
heh ~

okays.. alien land is calling for me..
so............
just hope ii can wakeup later xD
wahahahas ~

QUEST CREW

2009-10-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

2009-10-23T01:12:00.003+08:00

as of ytd morning,
i'm fearing for the worse..
ii wont blog it out now till the results are confirm /=

been moodless the whole of today and sudden breakdown at diff times.
nobody knows yet except for dearest&kennyDI,
sorry ii cldnt tell you girls yet *you know who you are*
ii just somehow feel i'd be a burden and depend on your too much if ii told you all.
gomen ne ~
i'd let your be the first to know when the time comes k ?
*loves*

might be canceling the clubbing next week..
if it's bad then i'm just stay home all the way..
at least later it's the last day of sch so ii dont needa be so exhausted from putting a dam smile -.-
why cant ii just show my true self ehhs ?
*BAHHS !*

ii dont even have the mood to sleep now..
feel like drinking but ii dont have any mixers to go with black label @.@
wth !
&ii hate drinking pure so it's outta the question D:

papa came to the hospital again but we didnt really talk..
it suddenly seems so weird seeing him..
last time i'd yearn to see him and not feel the least awkward around him,
but now it's like total strangers.
though i do still yearn a lil for his care *if he even bothers bout kor&me*
kor seems to know everything bout this family and idk a thing..
why ?
aint ii old enough to know it too ?
or does mama plan to never let me know and slowly let kor spill the beans ?
hais ~

ii aint wanted anywhere so why am ii here ?
i'm dumb, stupid, useless and a burden to others..
so why ..
why do ii still wish someone would think of me as special when ii know it's impossible ?
i'm always doing everything wrong..
everyone always seem to say tt since young so i'm kinda immune to it..
but why is there a lil yearning tt one day there'd be someone telling me it's not my fault, it's not my wrong ?
heh..

stop dreaming !!
it'd never happen..
not in this life..
not in the next or the next after either..
never...

2009-10-18T14:00:00.003+08:00

afternoon peepos ~

my dream and what korkorr just told me made me moodless lurs D:
korkorr told me papa went to the hospital to see mama ..
ii wanna see papa too !
ever since the day papa stopped answering our calls i've been soooo sensitive to the word papa/dad/father.
papa.. doko ni iru no ?

&ii dream tt pchan suddenly ignored me then out of no where his aunt sms me not to contact him o.O!?
ii wokeup after tt dream with my heart breaking fast and almost cried.
lucky it's not dearest if not i'd wakeup breaking down D:

for now mama's still in hospital,
ytd dunno part or what of her bone marrow was taken out..
dunno why also /=
everything seems like it's gonna fall apart soon ..

ii wanna see dearest lurs !! *cries*
i've been hearing "nothing's gonna change my love for you"

2009-10-18T03:57:00.003+08:00

kabooiie peeps ! xD
ii know it's been what seems like ages since ii last updated here.
more often on 'onsugar' but think i'm gonna update both.
cos it's sooooooo much easier to load photos here especially now the toolbar is back !
WOOHOOOOOO ~

second sem have started and my gpa is 3 for now.
still not at my min target of 3.5 but ohwell ..
must JYJY !! *grins*

started clubbing again since BBmeimeii have turned 18 *xoxo*
now i'm gonna be addicted to clubbing again soon D:
&mama's in hospital since tues *sigh ~
wonder wth the docs are doing yo ! _l_
till now they cant find the real cause *wtf seriously !*

dearest isnt replying my sms ! T_T
now this is really making me paranoid !!
FREAKING PARANOID * screams ! *
fk shit !!
and it's already after 4am !!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~

fk !!
now ii feel like drinking th rest of the dam black label *resist yo resist !!*
FK LA !
*cries*

okays, i'm going crazy here -.-

2009-09-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

changed my onsugar link to http://replicamysteriex.onsugar.com/
[x

2009-08-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

aint gonna update here much ~
alien have moved to http://replica.onsugar.com
[x

dead.tired

2009-08-18T01:03:00.001+08:00

yesyes, as you can see ~

i'm seriously DEADtired @.@

imagine sleeping for 1+ hr then waking up for sch

&the first thing you do when you reach sch is run 3 rounds then basketball

after tt finished with my first project [x

then went to eat breakfast/lunch which is like smaller than my normal portion

12 went to gym&work out for 1hr before going for class for another coming to an hr

then went to find the sw teacher again as the gym wasnt open *yes, wanted to go gym again after sch*

then in the end went to the hall&ii just slacked there while the guys playeed around x.x

then washed up&FK SHYT it rained @.@

thus took out my sw shirt and we all ran to the HDB to take bus for 2 whole rounds before reaching opp yishun mrt.

rushed down to plaza sing there to meet bbmeimeii <33

was shopping around for stuffs where we cld put tgt for MyLady's B'dea which we were meeting her later in the night just now.

then at 7+ rushed to cck to meet her [x

not gonna go into details cos i'm like super tired now x.x

&i've still yet to bath *RARRS !*

doubt i'd be able to sleep much today either due to technical maths test tmr x.x

which ii have to freaking revise the WHOLE book *faints*

some more i'm gonna go gym&play basketball again with the guys after sch *SCREECHHHHHHH ~

2009-08-14T01:39:00.002+08:00

DOODLING in class =x

this is my ONIGIRI for breakfast&lunch on tuesday while working xD

&chocos from STEPH ! xD
*thanks girl* x33

2009-08-14T01:33:00.003+08:00

lil.alien turtle is being sexually harassed on the 12aug !

NBCB TO TT FKER !! _l_

ii was on bus 14 from town to go home,

then one stop after ii gt on then got this guy sat behind me then suddenly tapped me on my shoulder.

cos ii was listening to ipod so he was asking if the bus got go to clementi so ii say yupps&turn back and continue listening to my music .

then he tapped me again saying thanks then introduced his name then he asked me for mine,

then shake hands.

then ask me if i'm local or what ? working or what ?

so i'm like i'm local but mixed blood & i'm in ite

then he suddenly ask if can sit next to me ii was like HUH !?

then ii hurry say ii always sit alone de cos ii like taking up both seats xD

then he say oh sorry ~

so he suddenly sat infront of me instead, then sayed tt he didnt realise ii was in ITE cos of the way ii wear my uniform ~

then he suddenly say bout my skirt very short then he even fking hell asked if can see how short *&he almost lifted my bag before ii answered him but luckily ii hurry force my bag down*

NBCB !!

then he continued asking why ii make so short then say the way ii wear is nice and stuff ~

at this point my friend called me *thankgodman !!*

but it was only for a short while then ii continued by sms-ing my friend,

then while ii sms-ing tt fker suddenly came to sit beside me *fking feel so uncomfortable lurs !!*

then he even pass me a small paper with his msn and number then ii hurry say sorry ii cant contact guys .

then all the while he keep shaking my hand *fking despo sexual harressment fker*

=x sorry for the vulgarities x.x
thanks to tt fker, i'm having a fking phobia to take bus alone at town area _l_
FML !!

2009-08-12T01:46:00.001+08:00

go to this website to see Boa's new song/dance xD
SIBEI NICE !! XD
http://www.jpopasia.com/play/21950/boa/energetic.html

2009-08-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

wokays peeps ~
idk if he&i are still tgt or not,
cos he did msg me intending to breakup thus i switched off my phone straight away,
after an hr plus ii switched it back on&he was still calling,
cos he was calling my phone non-sop when ii off my phone
*he went to msn to find me but ii didnt reply him*

then we talked lotsa things but thing is..
he didnt say if he's taking his breakup back or not /=
but since everything seems as per normal then does it mean tt we're still tgt ?
*confuse*

&lincolnDIDI is stress and down,
he keeps saying he feel like dying cos he sees no reason in life now,
thus ii saw didi cried infront of me again T__T
hais ~
this brother uhhs, idk how to comfort him.
okay, i always dont know how to comfort another person
thus all i could do is listen *sigh ~

2009-08-09T02:43:00.000+08:00

guess love really isn't for me,
he just broke up with me&idk wtf ii did wrong .
how nice, some more ii have work in like a few hrs time .
just hope ii dont fking break down halfway @.@

i really dont know what i did wrong at all ..

2009-08-07T01:53:00.001+08:00

WOOHOOO !
at last pictures cld be uploaded *grins*

wayneGF&me [x

2009-08-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

fk it la !
blogger still dont have the toolbar section -_-
ii wanna post new photos !! *curses*
&mykorkor *real bro* started watching labixiaoxing *faints*

i'm dead bored for now&fking hell sleepy *yawns*
working at TM@FreshFrofusion lvl4 on weekdays [x
so anyone feel soooooooo free then just popby to disturb,
ii seriously wont mind *grins*

and my hair is growing super slow *CRIES*
i'm supposed to go gym but i'm lazy since ii just woke up @.@
*BAHHS !!

2009-07-29T14:16:00.004+08:00

this is prove tt i'm at Bishan Mac xD
hahas, sorry to those tt got captured with my lappy's webcam xP

kaboo-ie ppl ~
xD
sorry for not updating x.x
now at Bishan Mac with AK.actSHY aka Jasmine *grins*
while waiting for sister number.3 ^^v
hahas ~

&a shocking news to all ~
ii got a new bf -_-
LOL
fast right !?
dont ask me why cos hahas ii also gt no answer to this question xP

wokays, so i've been going to sch&going out with my AKgroup xD
hahas ~
or either he bring me go out on bike bike *grinns*
bored now /=
still thinking if ii wanna go for his friend's chalet later or not *yawns*

ohs&&he's like older than me by 7yrs x.x
hahahas ~

okays ~
lazy type liaos x.x
and my lappy's batt is dying soon so ii shall blog again once ii got a lil bit of mood =x

2009-07-21T01:16:00.003+08:00

i'm worried bout the future.
how would i face it ?
what would happen ?
can i handle it ?
will my whole life come crushing down on me ?
idk ..

all i cld do is wait and see ..
hope ..
hope for a miracle ..

but yet this fear it's haunting me ..

2009-07-17T13:39:00.001+08:00

tired of life..

2009-07-17T10:42:00.002+08:00

fk families la !
so gonna find a fking job asap and save money&move out of this fking hse !!
*RARRS !!*
nbcb !
since ii was never wanted anyway,
since i'm always the fking blacksheep in the family,
since i'm only causing trouble&stress to you,
since i'm making you lose your fking face !
since i'm sucha burden then i shall grant your fking wish soon !
i rather hate this fking family than make myself sad cos it's broken since the beginning ~

FK FAMILIES !
FK RELATIONSHIPS !
FK LOVE !
FK BUSTARD GUYS !
FK MONEY TT SEEMS TO BE THE CAUSE FOR WARS !
FK LIFE !

*wokays, ii know alot of fk word for this post but no choice ~
*i'm fking pissed that ii feel like leaving this dam hse yet AGAIN !!*
_l_

2009-07-14T00:29:00.004+08:00

wayneGF&me {x

the ramen xD

aww ~
ningning's crying T_T

wayneGF&me again xD

after day2 of cosfest xD
*pearlBBMEIMEII&me*

2009-07-11T14:56:00.002+08:00

xiaowaiwaii&lil alien turtle me.
LOL
bet he'd be shocked if he come my blog see *evilGRINS*
okays ~
i'm gonna go prepare for my cosfest now {x

2009-07-10T08:38:00.002+08:00

Monday*
met up with Jasmine after sch at AMK for the first time ^^
nice girl but .. SMILE MORE GIRL !! {x
hees ~
idk why but ii think ii keep talking tt day,
or sld ii say i'm trying to wrack my brain to find topic *faints*
till 6+ then send her off to mrt first&home ii go too ~

TUESDAY*
met pearlBBmeimeii; reginA.iren; wayneGF, Yuki after sch to eat ramen at yishun xD
*so it's like my sch area ^^v*
GF came to fetch me first from sch *aww ~ i'm touched xD*
hees ~
then went to the foodmart to wait for the rest to reach,
Yuki was the first to reach ! {x yea yea ~
then Airen next but while going to the bus int to meet up with her guess what !?
saw vinvinKORKORR !! xD
korkorr was sickiie )x *takecare uhhs korkorr ~
so 5 of us went outside to smoke first while waiting for BBmeimeii @.@ =x
*GF&me at the side; non smokers ya know !? LOL*
&BBmeimeii finally reached !! ^^ then korkorr left lurs ~
went to the Japanese Foodcourt for the ramen

took photos first before ordering *&ii was dam hell hungry at tt time already* @.@
had a hard time deciding what to order and went for the char siew ramen in the end xD
ii thought it was gonna be those kinda char siew you always see at chicken rice store
tt's why ii hesitated to order but after seeing the first bowl ii straight away order x.x
BBmeimeii; GF&me ordered the same, Airen ordered the mixed one, Yuki didnt order ramen ):
&the ramen is OISHII !!
xD

cam-whore again after eating *it's like a MUST each time we meet* XD
then slacked at mac&continued to cam-whore then send GF off first
went to foodmart to slack then went to find airen's friends
BBmeimeii&me went off tgt after tt {x
work for bbmeimeii&hm for me

WED*
met up with Jasmine&PearlBBmeimeii at Bishan mrt after sch {x
was supposed to meet Effy, Regina, Yuki, Yuting too but all didnt turn up *of cos with reasons*
only WayneGF came to meet us ^^
ate at KFC first then up Up UP to lvl9 {x
love tt place cos of the music XD
then went LJS slack while waiting for Shaan*sister no.3* =x
went to YP there to talk and something happened *phone call*
you girls&shaan&ii know can liaos ~
then send GF off first then send Jasmine off {x
BBmeimeii, Shaan&me went to OrchardCentral to slack at the sofas there till 1030
then home we go {x

THURS*
stayed home&anime *skipped sch*
was freaking pissed off the whole day !!!!!!!!!!!

FRI*
skipped sch again and i'm gonna start preparing to go yishun for ramen again xD
woohooooooooo ~
xD

2009-07-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

mummy came back home not long&she suddenly asked if korkorr or me got contact papa.
ii told her tt papa stopped picking up our calls already&he'd only pick up when ii use the hse phone
but once ii say hello then all would be quiet&after a few secs.. connection wld be disconnected ..
ii cldnt look at mummy after telling her tt cos my eyes started being teary,
ii miss papa ~
ii want papa back, ii havent even seen him this yr !!
why must papa abandon us behind ?

ii keep rmbering mummy telling me papa only bought b'dea cake for me once,
but tt was cos she asked him to ~
tt time ii was 3yrs old, infact ..
ii dont think ii even have any photos taken with papa inside,
but korkorr have so much ~
does papa dislike me so much ? what did i do ?
after 3yrs old, papa left for cambodia ~
only coming back when ii reached 7yrs old but tt was when ii saw this man walking when ii end sch
ii straight away called him papa !
for yrs in pri sch ii keep asking mama why papa isnt living with us ~
mama always avoided the question ..

ii only knew bout the whole family when ii was 17yrs old&tt's cos korkorr told me
he didnt know tt ii know nuts bout the family.
ii had no idea at all ~
being kept in the dark, it just seems like mama doesnt intend to let me know anything.
ii know lotsa grieve inside mama cos ii started reading her diary since pri sch,
it was a moment of curiosity tt made me feel the aches in her heart,
the weight on her tt she had to live with for the sake of us her children.
but yet i'd be so darn lazy to help her at times&turning a deaf ear to her ~

now ii just wanna find out more ~
why papa seem to hate me ?
why papa's avoiding us ?
why papa cld just have another family so easily ?
why papa wont buy any cakey for me on my b'dea ?
why ?

papa, Doko ni iru no?

2009-07-05T01:31:00.006+08:00

girls day out today@cine {x
tt makes it twice in a week but i'm still gonna complain tt ii want more time with my girls !!
=x
oOps ~

okays, first up, the zhilian me la ! arbo then !? LOL

here comes the PearlBaobeiimeii&jiee of how many years !? hrmm ~
5yrs&counting xD *ii can never forget how we once 'hated' each other*
xD

here's Yuting.MyLady&me; MyLady,Boyfriend&me; WayneGirlfriend&me ^^

and here's Mich.Boyfriend&me xD
*we 'hated' each other too till sec4 then we just somehow clicked !*
&now we're the Boyfriends ^^

now here's ..
Airen&me; PearlBaobeiimeii,Boyfriend&me; Yuki&me xD

okays, i'm lazy to type so ownself figure out who's who =x
i've already name them all on the top xD

soooooooooo ~
to all you girls..
WHEN'S THE NEXT MEETUP !? =x
wahahahs xD

ILYall x33
&rmber, whatever ups&downs we're gonna face through the remaining path of our lifes,
we're still connected through our hearts,
do not hesitate to find a shoulder/listening ear from any of us kies ?
* everybody agree o.O? *

2009-07-02T21:57:00.003+08:00

sentosa ytd !
yutingMyLady cldn't make it due to exams )x *dont sad kies*
we shall plan for another outing at sentosa soon ! xD
photos shall be uploaded asap once ii edit it x.x
but not all though, all of it is on fb so anyone wanna see add me there yo !
^^

thanks to benedictSISTER, michBF, pearlBBMEIMEII, reginaAIREN, wayneGF, yuki&zxKOR
for making it ytd ~
&thank heavens tt it wasnt raining when we reached there x.x
woohoo ~
sakae after tt *michBF&wayneGF left before tt*
&OMFG la ! i ate so much the whole day ~
but who the hell cares when you're having fun yupps !? XD

chat&webcam with DUMB STUPID IDIOT XIAO WAI on msn,
then started talking on the phone with him at around 4+ ii think till 7am then we went to slp x.x

sch's gonna start next week soooooooooooooo ~
i'm left with only 3 more days to sch @.@
&i'm into anime again and watching it on animeseason.com

girl's meet up on SAT !! those who can make it pls contacts one another kies ?

&ii have one good news today on msn,
my sec sch partner is NOW BACK IN S'PORE TILL 24th !! *yeaness ~*
which is none other then Dawn !! {x

been chatting with richard, xiaowai&ernest on msn these few days ever since my korkorr
let me use the laptop for all ii want XD
tt explains it if any of you see me online on msn till next morning ~
wahahahahas ~

i'm still thinking where to do my photoshoots&what to wear x.x
any suggestions anyone ?

if your are asking how's my bf and me,
we're still tgt but due to something, ii somehow seem to start avoiding him.
my girls sld know *MyLady, will tell ya on sat*
dont ask me what happen cos i'd auto tell those if need be.

ohs !
and lastly, i'm crazy over Super Junior !!
cos there's one guy inside tt look&reminds me so much of Fated x.x
he's the most charming guy ii ever knew ~
you dont get much guys in s'pore kneeing down and kissing your hand at the old MOS just cos he's gonna join back with his friends,
and we used to be so close tt time, talking everynight till around 6-8 am which is when i'd fall asleep,
or how bout the time he came all the way outside my hse just to console me after a breakup with my ex ?
the rarity of this kinda guy is like close to extinction x.x
here ~
see this mv..
he'd appear around 1:12-1:15

2009-06-15T10:31:00.003+08:00

okays !
holidays for me now for 3WEEKS !! ^^v
let me start updating for last week before ii forget most of the things x.x
last week was all my phrase test which ii think i'm gonna score well *grins*

THURSDAYY*
met up with qiqimei&junhao first at fareast cos meimeii went shopping
&guess what ?
ii bought a platform shoe @.@
making me so much taller than them than ii already am /=
wahahahas ~
then took cab to mummy's shop there to leave with her my sch uni&kor's shoe =x
then cab to luckyplaza to wait for the rest of junhao's friends.
heh ~

went to pool there at lvl6 then soon after,
pearl.bbmeimeii reached xD
wahahahas ~
then later is deardearr's turn to reach {x
less than 30mins &qiqimeii, pearl.bbmeimeii, deardearr&me left
to meet qiqi's so called bf at fareast .
pearl.bbmeimeii bought my maomaoo buckle back for me !!
*THANKS SO MUCH BBMEIMEII*
ii was so darn happy inside but ii just dont know how to express it out )x
then qiqi&her 'bf' left so we headed to cine
*ARCADE TIME !!* =x
&my 'mummy' tt use to work at the arcade resigned already !! T.T
no wonder ii didnt see her the previous time ii went there to check )x
went to foodcourt after tt to slack then send dear off first
then bbmeimeii&me walked to plaza sing there and parted {x

FRIDAYY*
supposed to go sch but by the time ii reached yishun,
class was already over x.x
so just met up with botak to pass him his thumbdrive then ii walked around
northpoint alone while waiting for deardearr to reach .
then mrt to my hse area and waited for pearlbbmeimeii&sebasKOR to reach {x
then all came up my hse first,
slacked till 5+ then took bus 14 go town XD
went to taka to have our meals first {x
all took TORI-Q SET A ^^v
wahahahahas ~

after tt headed to orchardcentral *the halfway build building with nice interiors*
slacked at lvl8 HEAVEN {x
then went to lvl1 sofas there to slack till 10+
then headed home {x
even the security guard there is very polite&nice lors !! xD
hahas

SATURDAYY*
supposed to meet melGF at 630 but heiheiii ~
ii was late by 1hr =x
met melGF at cine first then headed to fareast to buy her top
then headed to bugis to find vinKOR&group
slacked there till 10+ then took bus to the pub
deardearr left after ii board the bus as he isn't coming along.
celebrated vinKOR's b'dea *guess he already knockout tt night* =x
tackeyMUMMY sms-ed me where ii am cos he on car with samuel {x
they came to pick me up&melGF followed along ^^
went to hajilane to sheesha first for 1hr + then went back to the car
went to gaylang to see got any nice QI there for the fun of it =x
ahas ~
by tt time not much lurs but it's the first for melGF xD
hahas ~
cute sia she, LOL
next stop~
*this part taken from melGF's blog cos more detailed with abit of edit*
Qing Ren Qiao.
Went there to look look and when we stepped outta that place, TAILGATE!
Its pure gang-bang. 5 cars, all modified and shit, surrounded us. WTF!
Lucky Sam was smart enough and SIAM.
How? Made a left turn before traffic light when those stupid cars stopped.
How the hell is he gonna play with so many ppl in the car.
For that 1 minute, melGF&ii were practically flying around the back seat.
it's nice&EXCITING!

then next stop ~
town area !!
LOL
but nth /=
so next stop, yishun dam which we had to take a super long way cos the undertunnel was blocked x.x
but by the time we reached yishun, not much cars lurs
only alot of bikers )x
so home sweet home we go ~~~~~~~~~~~
LOL

SUNDAY*
deardearr came my hse in the late afternoon
watched 'Young&Dangerous* at living room
whole day slacking at home
LOL

okays ~
i'm getting lazy again =x
wahahahas ~

the lil alien turtle is sick so ........
FUCKK IT FOR BEING SICK !!
=x

2009-06-08T21:20:00.002+08:00

first test for the week x.x
it's alright cos teacher keep coming to my table to help me xD
wahahahs ~
even corrected me *more like make me confuse as ii was correct*
-.-"
but the end answer he told me then ii corrected it =x

tmr the 2 theory test is gonna KILL MEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!
T.T
fuckk shit !!
D.E got 5chapters to know everything and
E.E.P is chap2 and a long long chap6
lalalas ~

i'm gonna have 3 weeks of holiday after this week ^^v
gonna go to jurong swimming complex frequently to lose weight&have fun !! xD
wahahahas ~

2009-06-06T14:00:00.004+08:00

first mth anni was ytd {x
hahas

photos up again !!
lazy type uhhs x.x

last fri with junhao&gang + qiqimeimeii {x

bored in sch x.x

2009-05-30T09:45:00.003+08:00

at last photos are UP UP UPPPPPPP !! xD

deardear&me at escape theme park

should ii cut short or not ?
*hrmm ~

random pics xD

pearl.bbmeimeii&me x33

hannah.meimeii&me xD

2009-05-28T21:24:00.003+08:00

sorry peeps ~
wont be updating anytime soon .
x.x
but life's getting on fine so yupps ~

2009-05-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeee ~
yo peeps xD
sorry for not updating for so long x.x
now at his hse using the lappy to update {x

sch's getting bad again for me )x
*arghh ~
this is life of a loner yo !
*BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS ~
hope ii get my ite ez link card soon
if not the fare to travel around is so darn expensive !!
no photo updates for now,
gonna need to repair he lappy at home then ii can x.x
heh ~

i'd stop right here,
gonna go watch some ghost show thingy xD

2009-05-12T14:19:00.000+08:00

2009-05-08T14:23:00.000+08:00

everything seems perfect for me now xD
a perfect bf with perfect personality*except he told me he easily fall for girls*
which is in this case so NOT perfect x.x
LOL

sch's perfect, classmates are perfect.
if ii got any questions my bf could teach me ^^v
&if you all are wondering what bf..

ii got a new bf xD
LOL
ii know it's fast, infact it's super fast !!
x.x
he's sweet, blur yet clever.
cute&a very very good boy !!
imagine me a bad girl being tgt with a super good boy =x
hees ~

kies lurs,
lazy type lurs x.x
and ii wont be updating often cos ii cant use the com .
as korkorr's back in s'pore now,
and weekends would mostly be with him xD

2009-05-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

KABOO ~ XD
met suzi.pet at cine,
went to watch 17again with him {x
&he's from Brunei !! o.O
hahas ~
he's also an interior designer *how cool is tt*
ii looked through his designs&it's chic ~

hees xD
cathay is having small free popcorn&drink with every tix purchased !!
so go watch movies !!
hurry hurry ~
cos idk when the promo is gonna end ^^

suzi.pet left bout 6+ then went to funan to find pearlBBMEII x33
then headed to esplanade after her work *
talked till 12+ then both of us took NR home xD
*BBMEIMEII: better rest more&stay strongstrong,
love you !*muackks

&yes, ii finally in with the 'ladies secrets'
XD
*sorry lurs, ii blur de mahs tt's why so long* x.x

2009-05-01T12:03:00.003+08:00

okayokays ~
time to retrace what ii did the previous days x.x
hahas ~

wed*
went sch then after sch rushed to fareast to meet JunHao&hentai.kia !
LOL
then headed to marina to watch X-Man !! ^^v
lalalals ~
nice bodoh !! xD
then they went to thai express to eat,
then headed back to marina cos ii wanna go 7eleven buy cup noodles xD
ate at the staircase there x.x
hees ~
then took train home.

thurs*
was late for sch but lucky teacher haven start lesson
was learning the decimal, binary all those x.x
binary is so making me blur lurs !! *rarrs !*
green flower didnt come sch due to some problems /=
second half of the sch hrs is ...
SLEEPING TIME !! =x
ii precisely slept through the entire lesson /=
then took the long way home.
stopped at the ntuc at the back of my hse,
bought milk&kinder bueno ~
then korkorr saw me then called out to me x.x
lucky uhhs, asked korkorr carry my bag ^^
wahahahas =x

fri*
nth much to update la !!
it's just the start of fri for me xD
korkorr's away in m'sia now ~
gonna prepare now to meet my suzi.pet at cine at 2pm {x
so ..........

takecare yo !

2009-05-01T03:56:00.002+08:00

i'm getting more tired no matter how much ii sleep
Zz ~

school's fine so far {x
lessons are complicating but i'm trying to comprehend it slowly ~
gonna meet Suzi later in the afternoon xD
then jiji on sat ^^v
lalalalas ~
then hopefully i'd be able to stay home on sunday to rest x.x

idk why but seriously super tired *YAWNS*
heh
korkorr's out to m'sia for the weekend so ii got the com to myself !!
*evilGRINS*
kies lurs ~

lazy to type some more,
will type more once my brain is more awake kies {x

2009-04-28T18:08:00.002+08:00

it's all over between us.
ii knew something wasn't right the second ii saw you .
it just proved my suspicion when you avoided the questions.

so wow ..
nice one rensen !
2words for you ..
FUCKK OFF !!
never have ii love&hate someone so much at the same time.
ii thought you were diff..
you even told me you aint like the others.
but you proved yourself wrong,
and me right.

why the hell did ii trust you in the first place ?
FUCKK LA !
forget it ..
you dont even have the guts to continue using tagged
just cos i'm now considered as your ex..
bet i'm the shortest ex right !?
_l_

thanks&sorry for everything .

2009-04-25T11:56:00.002+08:00

okays ~
now got time to have a fast update lurs
before ii start spamming maple for korkorr x.x
from just green flower&adrian having my number,
now jitao spread to the rest x.x
*BAHHS !!

thanks botak, green flower&adrian for your concern
thanks green flower&botak for sms-ing
to find out more on the reasons {x
sorry if ii caused the group to worry x.x

&at last ii got all the books *sibei heavy lors* -.-
and ii also got my face masks now !! xD
yea yea ~

&today deardearr's gonna be booking outttttttttttttt !! ^^v
hees ~
but i'm broke yet again cos forgot to ask money from mummy ytd /=
i'm always broke on fri cos i'm always forgetting to ask money from mumsie x.x
sceeschh ~

ytd*fri*
was 1hr late for lesson thanks to kenneth -.-
botak, adrian &me have to wait for him at woodlands mrt for coming 30mins ,!
green flower was waiting for us at yishun bus interchange ~
then they still can go smoke first before going class *faints*

went to work out at gym for sw
&ii didnt bring my shorts so ii just work out with my pe shirt&own skirt
LOL

they smoked again after sch then train-ed home
went swimming with fuliangKOR&zijiaKOR soon after ii reached home
wanted to sleep but in the end,
prepared and headed to toh guan road to find JunHao&friends
after their soccer ~
slacked till 11 then headed home {x

okays ~
end here for now..
&i'm falling ill T.T
&ii miss deardearr lotsa !! *CRIESSSSSSSSSS*

but somehow ..
something tells me something in my heart ..
i'm not secure

2009-04-24T14:34:00.006+08:00

for now i'm just gonna upload the photos from wayneGF's blog yupps.
ii needa rush to prepare go swimming !!
LOL

first of ~
my scar x.x
still looks raw ehhs /=

wayneGF took this&it's nice xD

*right-left: wayneGF; pearlBBMEI; me*

*left - right; wayneGF, pearlBBMEII, me*

*right-left: pearlBBMEII, me, wayneGF*

wayneGF&me {x

the normal to 'dirty' advertisement for our 1.5L bottle water* =x

lalalas ~

*muackmuackks* x33

wayneGF- blueberry crumble pie
me - apple crumble pie
from HANS ^^

2009-04-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

at last green flower came to sch today
didnt have my music with me today as my ipod hang =.=
thus ii was reading book otw to school x.x
then while walking from yishun mrt to the bus interchange,
ii was reading then suddenly ZOOMMM ~ goes my book !
ii was like HUH !!?!!
guess what !?
green flower took it -.-
LOL
idiot him !

teacher was LATE !!
*rarrs !*
went toilet without anything and guess what happen when ii came back ?
unknown number calling me -.-
had a strong feeling it's green flower .
called back dunno how many times but no answer,
then ii sms-ed saying,"erm, who are you,? &why you call ,?"
then the person replied,"guess who am i! You are my angel"
-.-
then ii replied,"how i know who are you !?"
then bo reply lurs ~

break time ii tried calling again,
then green flower was acting like machum he calling someone
*ii aint dumb lors*
so when we reached at the coffeeshop
&let them buy their food first,
ii asked botak to lend me his phone and dialed the number
&I WAS RIGHT !! xD
it's TEO JING HUA'S NUMBER !!
LOL
ganna busted liaos ^^v
*bleaghh ~

now the group has gone up from 3main ppl to main ppl
only 2other guys&me dont smoke,
the other 3 kukus smoke smoke smoke -.-
hahas, but fun lurs XD

after sch adrian&green flower followed me to find wayneGF {x
then met pearlBBMEIMEII soon after,
both smallboy was dying to smoke la -.-
idiots !
LOL
so let them go smoke lors thus went to mac,
then they sit outside while we girls sit inside.

then green flower msged me say they go lurs ~
LOL
then next was adrian -.-
wth ~
soon my number sure pass around liaos *curses*

then walked around then went to amk
ate at MOSburger then went to under the mrt track there
talking bout girls stuffs among ourselves xD
lalalas ~

then walked around amk&slack then headed home {x
hees

2009-04-21T18:30:00.002+08:00

having to come home to an empty hse after sch,
it somehow makes your whole heart empty too ~
it's always like this since young,
tt's why ii always would stick to my bro when he's home,
but he's always having his own friends.

now back in ite again,
going to sch&dressing differently from others,
ii guess ii give others the aura of 'get away from me'
&that's when ii was surprised when green flower even started talking to me,
ii thought i'd just be a loner again,
but no ~
i'm surrounded by guys who try to click with me.
who bothered to ask me where i'm going after sch,
even just striking up a conversation shows alot {x
this post would never be known to them,
but i'm just typing for the sake of acknowledging them
&thanking them ~

yes ii admit ii like the attention x.x
well, at least enjoy it in sch cos back home..
i'd just be facing my own bedroom walls,
listening to high society classical music&reading book ~
so now,
each day ii look forward for the next day of sch
as that's the only place of happiness for me now
*girls, you're included but this post is bout my ite so yupps^^
my happiness is also with you all kies*
*LOVES*

mummy's feeling down,
&ii know the whole thing even though she told me only part of it,
cos ..
ii went to read her diary =x
sorry but mummy's diary is the only diary tt ii read in my life
cos as a mother, she wont tell her children much right ?
so since the diary is there on her table,
so i just took it and read ..
but yet ii think ~
why do i read when i could do nth..

life's complications could never be solve..

2009-04-21T18:07:00.002+08:00

sch's not as interesting as green flower hasn't come to sch for 2 days.
&ii wonder wth did he told smallboy&botak -.-
on mon they suddenly say,"ehhs ~ your bf not here today le"
ii was like HUH !?!?
then ii pointed to jackjack then said,
"na ! jackjack's my bf ! xD"
hahas
&they said the same thing today again -.-
when class was going to end for the day,
green flower msged one of them asking me if ii miss him *faints*
ii gave tt kinda WTH look back to them after reading the sms -.-
Zz ~

ytd went to michBF's hse again,
wayneGF came along after awhile {x
headed to sunshine plaza*ii think tt's the name of the building right ?*
hahas ~
made Lovelle's library card ^^
then bought snacks !! xD
wahahahahas ~
gf was trying to make me not spend too much x.x
heh ~
then went to the playground first then headed back to bf's hse {x
watched channel8 show till 10 then played some puzzle quest
&headed home soon after.
XD

today after sch met with qiqiMEI&zenzen soon joined after tt,
just walked around&idk for fuckk my stomach hurt like hell !!
meimeii was pissed off with zenzen&me and she went off first,
then zenzen and me walked to mrt and parted there
sinced ii taking bus mahs x.x
walking is already torturing enough,
i felt like just letting myself faint right there,
but i cant ~
i'm much too far away from my own hse,
and come on ! alien's aint tt weak x.x
but ii did feel blurry all the way ..
luckily the bus came just when ii reached the bus stop ^^
it's still hurting but not as bad as before /=

deardearr seems so busy at camp
and ii thought they'd at least give 15-30mins time for them to use phone
ohwells ~
tt's why ii say CANNOT put 100% in..
&ii have other reasons for tt too /=
gf, bf, bbmeimeii&meimeii knows ~
is it just be being paranoid or is it really true ?
idk, only you know it yourself best ya ..

hope green flower would be in sch tmr,
ii rather get disturbed by him rather than small boy -.-
small boy's disturbing is really ..
making me feel like going into depression or either killing him !!
*grr ~
the matured thinking one would be botak !!
the rest of the class ppl ..
mostly c.m.i with their childish ways -.-
not all but most ~

2009-04-18T14:01:00.002+08:00

ytd was fun connecting back at bf's hse *mich*
^^v
yutingMyLady&wayneGf came first
then followed by pearlBBmeimeii {x
but by the time BBmeimeii reached,
wayneGF left lurs )x

Lovelle's grown so sooooooo big sinced the last time ii saw her xD
michBF's hair is sooooooo long already lurs x.x
tt makes my hair length the shortest .OMG !!
it's fun talking&connecting back with each other ^^
majong was fun too with yutingMyLady, kel.korkorr&his friend xD
ii lose like dunno what la -.-
Zz ~

to all 3 of you *
let's meet up as often alrights ?
i'm most probably be popping by to find mich weekly
or either once in 2 weeks sinced she's just 1 stop from my sch {x
so when i'm going again i'd update you all alrights ?
&hope by the next time we'd all have more time with each other.

rmber the times we used to have meeting every sat at cine ?
those were the crazy times we have which only consists of only us
the times where we weren't tt busy to put time off for a gathering
we dont even need to plan but just automatically would be there xD
hahas ~

those carefree days ii know might not be possible
but NOT impossible as long as we put in the effort ya ?
ii aint good with words but yea ~
ii think you all should understand ^^
hees *grins*
so ..
i'm looking forward to our next meetup..
&ii hope you all do too {x

2009-04-17T14:51:00.002+08:00

woots !
at last got lappy to update my blog.
first day of sch was miserable till ii cried.
but after tt i'm happy with sch life {x

now i'm always with a group which consists of ..
green flower, botak, smallboy & me LOL
hahas
all guys x.x
it started with green flower disturbing me,
then botak&small boy is follow him de,
then green flower now is always follow me
arbo is he ask me go out with them or what.
hahas
he reminds me so much of my macpherson ite sillyboy !! xD
nice ppl but they sure know how to disturb me -.-
nbcb !! *grr ~
but they're fun to be with lurs ^^v
yea ~

school's fun now with them around {x
then today got one more guy come in..
he's like the only guy tt seems so beng-ish la x.x
next week start lesson lo ~
&it'll be 9+ more days till deardearr could book out of camp *GRINS*
lalalas~

kies lurs, stop here for now..
lazy type lurs x.x
&wont be logging in much as my lappy ganna rain water )x

2009-04-13T11:58:00.003+08:00

now deardearr should be at tekong le.
&i'm crying not cos i miss him
but cos he havent msg me !! T.T
ii sms-ed him to tell me when he wakes up but nth at all .
ii purposely stayed awake till 6+ am to see if he's msg me,
but NOOOOOOOOOOO !!
nth at all ...
i'm disappointed/ sad& super paranoid now x.x

ytd night was a nice night of meeting up with pearlBBMEII&yutingMyLady
^^v
talked bout lotsa stuffs&targeted for something 2yrs time {x
love them to bits la !!! XD
missed our train x.x
so we all took different bus to somewhere near our hses.
but MyLady's bus was gone )x
BBmeimeii ii think she took to somewhere nearer to take taxi.
ii took the bus to opposite clementi bus station and walked home.
&bloody korkorr's kfc's drink leaked x.x

when ii reached home,
deardearr told me he going sleep lurs )x
then korkorr ask me spam maple for 1hr /=
deardearr's sent me an sms..
first time saying nites without any of the dear word
neither did he state love you.
it suddenly becomes so weird from tt moment he msg me tt..
&it just feels more weird when he didnt msg me ..
hais ~

then around 2+ reginA.IREN sms-ed me,
was going to bath tt time,
so hurried to bath then called her,
talked with her till 5:50 something then her phone died lurs.
hees ~

then continued to stay awake to see if deardearr wld sms me,
but no ..
soon ii fell asleep around 630+
&guess ii forgot to off my music then my phone died too
so didnt get to call dan zi wake up x.x
woke up at 11+
sigh ~

gonna wake airen up at 230 then prepare go bugis,
pei her to the temple there to pray {x
wed meeting her to go club,
would be just the 2 of us
&so far we planned to go to 3clubs tt night,
attica would be last for dancing,
arena&the one tt took over mos would be the first 2
if possible we'd be going as many clubs cos why ?
to drink our hearts out T.T
yes ..
we are tt emo yet high now ..
&it's ladies night so it's free ~~~~~~~~~~
then gonna ton at the bridge there then take first bus/train home
hais ..

shit la!!
i'm starting to get paranoid !! T.T
hais ..

i miss him.
aitai.

when he isnt by my side

2009-04-11T22:05:00.002+08:00

deardearr's gonna serve army soon )x
so ..
how am ii suppose to cope with the 2weeks
where he wont be here,
where i wont be able to see or hug him .
these few days i'm mostly with him tt now ..
ii just suddenly feel so idk ..
kaos !

why must s'pore have army for so long -.-
why !?
some more not like he can talk to me whole night this time round /=
ii sware ii sure at home emo like F*** de lors,
some more ii no laptop x.x

no deardearr to see..
no deardearr to talk to till either one of us sleep..
no deardearr to go out with ..
no deardearr to hug with ..
no deardearr to disturb ..
no deardearr to find ..
during this WHOLE 2 HELLY BORING WEEKS !!
F*** LAAAAAAA !!
TMD !!

why must all guys go army )x
nbcb !!
*RARRS !

2009-04-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

HEY YO PEOPLE !!
kies at last ii can use com x.x
my lappy ganna water so it aint workable now )x

thursday went out to watch shinjuku incident with deardearr xD
nice show and grulesome too cos of the hand ganna chop off x.x
wth la !!
TMD !!!
ahahahaas ~
after tt went deardearr hse stay over,
his newphew dam cute lurs !! xD
*KYAA ~~~

then lucky everyone is friendly arbo you see this lil alien turtle quiet at a corner x.x
lalalalas ~
then si deardearr forever like hungry de lors -.-
hahas
then he play dota but ii fell asleep while seeing him play halfway x.x
Zz ~

then jui shi fri lurs.
went to eat first then went to amk find his army stuffs
then went back to his hse then he prepare
then go back to my hse then my turn to prepare
then go bugis haji lane find qiqiMEI&angeline
for sheesha ~
then qiqi&angeline left early -.-
around 10+ then went to the new building at bugis
to explore around&saw reginaAIREN ^^v
the arcade there is POWER LURS !!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO ~

then at 12+ walked to town cos bo bus lurs,
then waited for 1hr for my NR.
&ii didnt know at cine there no more lurs.
like WTFH LAAAAAAAAAAA !!
*grr ~
_l_
TMD !!
then deardearr so tired still waiting with me for my NR .
lucky the second NR5 stopped for me to board ^^v

then reached hm&slept at 3+ am
korkorr called me wake up at 1030 la -.-
to help him spam maple then in the end internet got problem x.x
so went to watch spongebob square pants !! XD
then prepare to meet jiji at paya lebar
talked bout army cos he also gonna enlist on monday ~
2 WEEKS LE !!
deardearr also -.-
then ii wld be rotting like dunno what liaos )x
*CRIESSSSSSSSSS ~

then went to amk buy contacts then go deardearr's hse
which is where ii am now blogging {x
hees ^^v
lalalalaas ~

later got Man-U match !!
yea ~
^^v
MAN-U ALL THE WAY YO !! ~
*grins*

&dumbdumb deardearr's gonna play dota after the match -.-
so ...
WTFH am ii suppose to do )x
*whinesssssss ~

BORED LA !!

2009-04-09T12:53:00.002+08:00

qiqiMEIMEII&me on Tuesday.cine {x

my sweet lil twin,
where we do things tgt
&pour out our feelings to each other.
be it happiness, sadness or anger.
aiming towards our goal tgt,
being there physically/mentally.
thinking up all the crazy ideas&laugh it off ~
xD

she's my other half *twin*
she's my happiness when i'm sad
she's my laughter when i'm angry
it's coming to 2yrs sinced we first knew each other.
or maybe it has already been 2yrs {x

thanks for everything,
for being there,
to share our ups&downs with each other ^^v
*&dont you dare cry after reading*
hahas XD

2009-04-09T01:24:00.002+08:00

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lalalas ~
can't believe i'm so free to do this x.x
Zz ~

2009-04-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

idk why ..
ii just feel like drowning myself right now..
drowning&not caring a single thing.
ii dont feel like doing anything,
dont feel like eating
dont feel like drinking
dont feel like living

ii wanna go for plastic surgery,
ii wanna be prettier,
ii wanna be numb so tt
ii could cut my own flash out .
the feeling of inferiority is so great
tt i actually hate myself so much now ~
ARGHH !! ~

feel like banging my head till ii get into a coma,
till i forget who i am..
okays, idk who ii am in the first place la -.-
hais ..

ii have the feeling to just take my penknife
not to slit my wrist but ..
to slit my face ..
to slit my neck for hope tt ii might cut till my wind pipe..
to slit myself dead ..

idk why i'm thinking all these ..
idk why i'm like this now ..
idk wth is wrong with me now..
i cant handle anything anymore ..

i'm lost ..
totally lost ..
is this a dream or reality ?
i feel useless ..
i feel inferior ..
i feel sadistic ..
i feel lonely ..
i feel unsafe ..
i feel empty ..
i feel like crying out of the sudden,
&i dont even know why ..

i'd just be looking and doing my own thing,
&the next thing i know is i'm crying ..
crying&not knowing why ..
ARGHHHHHH !!

ii feel like screaming my lungs out,
but i cant.
ii feel like crying my heart out,
but idk why.
ii feel worst than rubbish,
but i have to hide the facts.

if only ii can make a happy clone of myself,
then i stay home while tt clone entertain everyone tt knows me,
then i'd be able to fade away without worries.

2009-04-09T00:00:00.001+08:00

this is the lyrics for the song i'm listening to.
the song is super nice la !
got this song from qiqiMEI {x

"If I Open Up My Heart To You"

It's still too soon to call it love
I know it's more then just a crush
we're getting closer every day
and when you look at me that way
all I can say

Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one
to make my dreams come true
if I, if I open up my heart to you

I got a feeling this could be
something I thought I never see
you're on my mind
night after night
something keeps telling me
it's alright
so give me a sign..so

Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one
to make my dreams come true
if I, if I open up my heart to you

You could be everything
that I've needed
but I can't take that chance
till I know that you're with me
till I know what your feeling
till I know where you stand

Till I, till I till I know where you stand
will you be the one to make
my dreams come true
if I,if I open up my heart to you
will you be the one there
to help me get though
if I, if I open up my heart to you

2009-04-08T23:30:00.002+08:00

i'm lost ..
totally lost ..
idk why,
suicidal is the only thing ii can think now.
ii cant stop myself from feeling so down,
i miss deardearr but does he know ?
NOOOOOOOO ~
of cos no la /=
hais ~

i almost went crazy the whole day.
dont wanna say anything.
dont wanna type anything .
went to find qiqiMEI today
since he say cant ganna caught outside.

talked with meimeii&stuffs like tt.
then later go hougang mall,
then go pastamania eat eat xD
then go back her ahma hse ~
then we later talk till fell asleep x.x
heh ~

super tired /=
this emptiness ..
it hurts but why ?
this loneliness ..
ii hate it ~

th sweet dumbdumb&a family tt i'm tired of

2009-04-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

today dumbdumb deardearr came dover mrt find me,
sorry for being so late x.x
didnt expect him to be same height as me lurs *GROWLS ~
but nvm, better mahs this way XD
&thanks for topping up my card x.x

took mrt to yishun then go yishun ite
cos ii needa apply for ite -.-"
so far lurs but bo bian,
cant waste anymore time .
now just need to settle finding a job x.x

then went cine find qiqiMEI&terrence
deardearr&me went to 4th lvl get movie tix first,
went to arcade to find&hug mummy*gan* xD
then went back to find deardearr ^^v
went to pasta mania to eat,
sorry for wasting so much time too before you cld eat x.x
then went toilet&took photos with qiqiMEI {x
photos would be up asap when meimeii update her blog ~

then parted with qiqiMEI&terrence,
thus we proceeded to 3rd lvl to just hmm .. rot ?
LOL
then went to 6th lvl for our movie 'unborn'
the ending is like erm .. wth -.-"
hahas

after movie went to heeren,
deardearr bought a polo tee there {x
then headed to far east plaza
then he bought 1short pants&1pants/jeans
the material dam nice lurs !! xD
then walk around,
nth to do then walked to taka ~

dumbdumb super suaku la !! =x
*bleaghh ~
ii thought tt there wont be anyone tt doesnt eat ToriQ !!
but ii was proven wrong by dumbdumb @.@
he dam cute la !!
buy once then go back buy again ^^v
hees ~

then hear dumbdumb talk talk till taka off light lo ~~~~~~~~
then walked to my bus stop FA DAI !! x.x
took 111 instead cos ii purposely wanna walk a longer distance home slowly /=
idk lurs, just felt down but idk why .
&my feet is hurting like OMFG la -.-

reached home then nbcb mumsie ask where ii go,
then ii tell her go yishun apply for ite lors,
then she started nagging at me say study for what la !
then ii fuckking sibei dulan then ii just replied her,
"WHAT LA !! I PAY ALSO NOT YOU PAY YOU COMPLAIN WHAT LA !"
then dunno wtf she mumbling liaos _l_
knnbccb !!
fuckking hell spoil mood .! -.-_l_

dumbdumb deardearr*
thanks for everything,
sorry for not being able to say anything
when you tell me your problems.
sorry for not being able to say out
those words you wanna hear.

if i seem emo,
dont worry cos i aint.
if i do anything wrong,
tell me cos i'm blur bout everything.
i wont promise not to do anything stupid,
but i'll try.
dont bother so much bout what
i'm typing now.
cos my mind's in a mess&idk why either x.x

*d.a.i.s.u.k.i.d.a.y.o*

i'm gonna leave this hse asap
what for i go out and enjoy&thinking everything's okay
when in the end when everything seems fine,
then BOOMMMM !! it's not -.-
everything is my fault,
everything is me Me MEEEEEE !!

korkorr didn't even finish his SIM or poly or the other private sch
&you did not nag&say he wasted your money !!
when ii just change to MDIS to take private O's
&not studying in the end then you tell me ii waste you money.
so now i'm applying for ITE
&i'm fuckking hell paying everything myself
&here you still want to complain what FUCKK !?
nbcb !!

sinced young i'm always to blame for anything wrong,
i'm supposed to learn your tread in business,
learn then slowly take over.
then what about MY INTEREST !?
did you hear bout what i wanted so much to do ?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!
just cos i'm a girl&the youngest,
does tt mean ii have to take over you !?
does tt mean ii have to be blamed for everything !?

maybe ii really am just a jinx tt shouldn't exist in the first place then.
seriously ..
maybe ii really am a JINX !
when i'm born not long,
papa left this family.
when ii go to pri1, grandpa died.
when ii go to sec1, one of my uncle died
when ii go to first yr in macpherson ite, mummy's life detolerated
when ii go to MDIS, mummy's business detolerated
now this is the yr i'm going back to ITE,
&mummy lended in hospital cos of me.

well..
what more !?
why did only korkorr know bout the whole family thing
&ii know NUTS BOUT ANYTHING !?
to think tt korkorr's the one tt made me knew everything.
infact, i still cant believe this whole family is ..
this COMPLICATED !!

to think tt the lady tt used to work for you
is actually my older step sister,
&the korkorr ii always cant wait to see when young
is actually my older step brother.
to think tt the younger boy ii saw when papa came back to s'pore
is actually my younger step brother
then yrs later there's a younger step sister !!
like WTF !!

sometimes ..
ii hated papa for being this hong ..
but yet ii love papa to hate him..
but each time ii see poh heng outlets ..
it reminds me of everything ~
the secrets tt is kept from me.

why !?
why the fuck must i be born to this world ?
why must i be so stress over this thing again now ?
ii know it's not for me to be affected by it.
but somehow ..
it does .
it hurts ..

why am i still living ?
idk what's keeping me alive ..
why am i crying ?
idk either ..
papa use to pick up korkorr or my calls ..
but now ~
he doesnt do tt anymore ..

papa..
mama..
korkorr..
who am i ?
somehow i feel tt i really dont belong to this family.
is there a deeper darker secret tt idk ?
......

2009-04-06T18:59:00.002+08:00

lalalas ~
060409* with dumbdumb xD
hees ^^v

dumbdumb's the hmm ..
3rd guy tt i'm tgt with before meeting him.
dont ask me why cos idk why either,
there's just tt particular connection between us nars x.x
lalalalalas ~

ii know ii know ~
i'm always saying staying single is better
but in the end also get into a relationship again =x
lalalas ~
tmr meet dumbdumb dear ^^v
hees xDD
*bleaghh ~

hope later ii wont be too engrossed with my cartoon till ii nv run T.T
cos later got my SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! xP
then after tt got my SCOOBYDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~
*okays, ii sot plug lurs*
hees

arghhhhhhh ~
pimples coming out from sleeping late !!
TMD !!
-.-_l_

this lil alien turtle misses someone ..
someone called Rensen x33
xD

2009-04-06T17:42:00.000+08:00

this is the lyrics for my blog song: littlest things {x

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

2009-04-06T12:33:00.001+08:00

GLORY GLORY MAN-U !!
YEAAAAAAAA ~
wahahahas xD

lalalas ~
lazy update lurs x.x
might be changing link soon /=

2009-04-05T03:18:00.002+08:00

today's a real busy day of doing what !?
replying comments, msges on tagged -.-
WOW LA !! x.x
didn't know there would be this much ppl adding me,
&msging me then adding me on msn *faints*
jitao my whole laptop lag like OMFG !! +.+

korkorr just got the new lappy
&it's mother fooker SMALLLLLLLLLLLL !! -.-_l_
dun even have a freaking disc drive .
it's like wahhhhhhhhhhhhs so small,
the keypad is super ultra small too&so is the screen BUT !!
ii like it cos know why !?
GOT WEBCAM !!
hahahahas ~
but too bad ii cant use it now )x
i'm so gonna use it when korkorr goes to work on weekdays *grins*

&to jiji,
sorry but ii really dont know for now.
you're always saying things but never do
so how am ii suppose to trust you ?
there's so many times ii wanted to give up on you
&you know it very well yourself,
so why are you still always making me angry
&irritating me on stuffs II HATE YOU TO DO !?
ii warned you alot of times already didnt i ?
so why !? Why !? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you want to give up now and find a new target,
go ahead ~
ii wont stop you cos i'm already used to everything bout you .
since i'm already at my limit,
i really cannot be bothered anymore .

if you really do love me as you said,
you'd rmber what ii hate you doing,
you'd try to make me happy&smile instead of making me angry.
so what now ?
you want another chance ?
how many chances did ii give in to you !?
this time ..
prove to me before even asking for a chance .

everyone has limits.

2009-04-03T20:03:00.002+08:00

ii have enough ~
i've made up my mind to totally take away
all feelings ii have for jiji !!
ever sinced he fuckking hell came back,
he's fuckking hell sibei vulgar -.-

being friends ii cannot tahan liaos,
if tgt ii think i'm gonna KILL HIM !!
*grr ~
so yea ~
^^V

i'm NOT gonna love jiji,
i'm gonna hmm ...
ii dunno /=
enjoy single life&not caring bout those tt woo me !
^^V

sillyboy still owes me my carrot for Hime !! *growls ~
he said he's planting a new batch of carrots -.-"
wth ! x.x
lalalas ~

i'm super bored .!
been taking care of my resturant city the whole afternoon -.-
can you imagine tt *faints*
&ii didnt even know tt ii have an acc at tagged
till today x.x
some more it's been YEARSSSSS *omfg !*
my tagged profile is now being flooded by sillyboy ! xD

B.O.R.E.D is the word for today -.-
hahas

2009-04-02T18:08:00.002+08:00

idk why,
but why do ii always seem so agitated with zijie ?
though ii know he's joking but why ..
why do ii take it so seriously ?
he asked why cant ii be more gentle towards him,
idk either..
it's just my normal reaction towards him,
which is sooo different from others /=

how important am i to him ?
how important is he to me ?
idk idk&ii really dunno ~

what's love ?
how does it feel like ?
why must love exist !?
why am ii having this days of questions again !?
dam ..

who am i;
what am i;
what's my purpose in life;
what's happening around me;
what am i suppose to do when everything's gone;
how did i fall into such a dilemma;
why am i troubled over the littlest questions in life ?

who am i to him ?
who is he to me ?
am i just gonna slack&rot my whole life away ?
how i wish life's a fairytale,
then there'd always be happy-ending ~
okays,
maybe not all have happy-ending but most do /=

why am ii typing so much now ?
what do ii wanna do now ?
idk anymore,
ii cant seem to think anymore ..

so i love him or do i not .?
does he love me or does he not .?
how true are guy's words&promises ?
zijie, wont you tell me everything ?
but ii guess you cant too,
cos you wont know the answers to everything /=

why ?

2009-04-02T01:54:00.002+08:00

ii know ii know ~
my blog's getting dead x.x
&so am i !!
i'm dead bored at home -.-

si jiji like come back s'pore so many things to do !!
nb !
&guess what !?
i'm now danzi's personal alarm clock *faints*
waking up at 655 everyday just to call tt piggie wake up +.+
then he'd fall back to sleep&i'd call 5 mins later ~
*bahhs ~

i'm beginning to run and exercise these days ~
surprised right !?
dont ask me why, ii just feel the need to keep fit now -.-
&ohboy !! my stamina dropped so much lurs !!!!!!
*SCREAMS*

went running just now for bout 3km ?
then walked back home cos my head was spinning ~~~~
&then i had BUBBLE BATH !! xD
wahahahas ~
envy me yo !
=x

kies lurs,
not gonna update tt much,
need to sleep x.x
energy all disappear lurs ~

ZIJIE !!
when go botanical garden !?
hurry uhhs ! dumbdumb china old man!! =x
*bleaghh ~~
dont scold me hors, nobody knows who you are yet.
LOL

2009-03-30T01:53:00.002+08:00

i'm out of my hse for 2 days in a row XD
YEAAAA ~
went to geylang to find lincolnDI {x
then bloody hell started to rain -.-
then we inside the car dam hot la cos dun have the key !!
*grr ~
malboro doesnt recognize me -.-
BAHHS !
but his driving is still one of the BEST i've ever experienced before XD
hees ^^

later malboro send me&didi go plaza sing,
then didi passed me $10 say do anything ii want,
used it to buy drink and eat nia,
cos my tapz card still got 7+ inside {x
heiheii ~
but all gone lurs -.-
whole day see didi play maximum tune *like in the old days*
hahas ~

later going with lincolnDI go geylang again -.-
cos of jiji la !
go meet cuzzie !!
NBCB !!
*bahhs !
i'm dead bored now x.x

ii wonder how's xiao hei now xD
hahas ~

2009-03-28T04:29:00.001+08:00

lalalas ~
went out to watch StreetFighter;LegendOfChunLi !! xD
with lil.devil {x
only got enough to travel there&back
thus, lil.devil treated me everything x.x
thank you !! XD
ii like the movie la !!
*okays, maybe is cos ii admire ChunLi since young =x
hahas ~
some more ii love fighting shows,!
lalalas .......

reached home jui do hse work -.-
dunno wth is wrong with me lors,
suddenly do hse work x.x
then later help korkorr kill dunno what thing in maple /=
then bath and here ii am blogging ~

stupid jiji fell asleep without singing lullaby to me !
stupid idiotic liar !!
*HUMPHH ~
GO DIE LA JIJI !!
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU !!!!!!!!
*bahhs !!

so hungry x.x
i've been only eating 1 meal per day 4days in a row&still counting.
and the portion is small ~

II WANT MY BUN BUN AGAIN LA !!
*cries*
hungryyyyy ......
T.T

2009-03-28T03:43:00.002+08:00

YEA YEA !!
jiji's back !! xD
wahahahas ~

*GAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!
but dumbdumb jiji's unpacking everything now
so he still cant sing me MY LULLABY !!
*grr ~

jiji's back from china ~
jiji's back from china ~
weeeeeeeeeeeee ~
hees ^^

2009-03-28T02:16:00.002+08:00

lucky korkorr havent find out yet uhhs x.x
&why is everyone starting to call me dumbdumb !?!
-.-
like suddenly lors !! *faints*
&i'm super hungry now !!
i'm like only eating 1meal per day which is only at night
when ii start hunting around the hse for food -.-
Zz ~

i'm addicted to facebook game now ! xD
i'm playing farm town&resturant city !! {x
hahas ~
ron lil.devil made me his waitress -.-
while ii made him my chef ~
*in resturant city*
&he gave me a pig
while ii gave him a dog *in farm town*
hahas, outta point lors but somewhat addictive XD
lalalas ~

a guy called medhee suddenly ask me if ii can be his gf -.-
i'm like HUH !?
he dont even know me,
and neither do ii know him lurs -.-
SIAO DE LORS !!
so ii just tell him let's be friends first {x
hahas ~

ii need to find a job !!
ron lil.devil was complaining tt ii should seriously get a job soon -.-
&he never stops calling me dumbdumb !!
*grr ~

jiji's coming back today *hopefully*
cos he say ten days mahs,
so today's the tenth day .
LOL
lalalas ~

when he comes back,
it'll be the end of my boredom XD
wahahahas ~
BORINGGGGGGG !! ~

2009-03-27T16:11:00.002+08:00

WAHS KAOS !
siao liaos la nbcb !!
si jeffery come my hse,
then fuckking hell broke my korkorr's cardboard de glass !!
NBCCB !!
after breaking he dont even bother to help clear up.
FUCKK LA CB !!
ii ownself clear it all up using my own bare hands !!
then guess what !?
win liaos lors,
tell me he go off first.

NBCB !!
HE'S SO ON MY LIST OF BLACKLIST NOW !!
KNN LA !!
DUNNO HOW THE FUCKK AM II SUPPOSE TO TELL KORKOR -.-
KNNBCCB !!

SI BEI DULAN NOW !!
_l_

2009-03-27T04:11:00.003+08:00

guess what ?
ii just finished putting make up&changing clothes.
all for the sake of taking photos&killing time
*yars ii know it's like 4+ am la*
LOL

this is how bored ii am !!
-.-
so next up in ..
PHOTOS !! XD

if you dont like me,
i'd suggest you hurry shoo off from here .! {x
lalalas ~

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this the end of the photos for today xD
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gonna turn in for the night now*with my hair wet* -.-
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OYASUMI MINNA x33
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2009-03-27T00:45:00.004+08:00

i'm dead bored -.-
BAKA JIJI !!
go overseas till 10 days !! *grr ~
wth la !
today's the ninth day so SAT IS THE TENTH DAY !!
YEA-NESS !!
hahas ~

this shows how eefing bored ii am at home,
cos he's the only one where ii cld call anytime when i'm bored.
the only other one is arhbee !
but he's out sometimes /=
tt makes jiji the one ii can call anytime XD
why must fuckking china got no connection for M1 HUH !?!
*growls*

jiji better pei me every single day till he enlist into army uhhs !!
arbo II BLACKLIST YOU !!
*GAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA .!
*bites*

&gonna go botanical garden when jiji comes back !!
heiheii ^^
yeayea ! picnic time ~
then ii can prepare bento lurs {x
hope it wont be a failure x.X

OHS ! II JUST RMBERED JIJI BROKE A PROMISE !!
jiji, you're so gonna get it from me when you get back uhhs .!
*evilGRINS*
you said you'd take me to nyny before you go china lors !!
MY CANDY FLOSS !! T.T
*growls*

jiji !!
ii want go zoo zoo again !! xD
lalalas ~

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anyone wanna bring an alien go all the haunted places in s'pore ? =x
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wahahahas ~
i'm gonna go for run run tomorrow {x
wonder if lincoln.didi would be free to acompany me /=
lalalas ~

i'm like eating 1meal each day now -.-
but ok lurs XD
can diet =X
*bleaghh ~

2009-03-26T18:33:00.003+08:00

i'm dead bored !!
i've been sleeping&waking up awhile till 5+ pm -.-
how nice is tt !?
super duper bored at home now /=
jiji havent come back so no one to come find me )x
*BAHHS !!!!!!!!!

&ii seriously wanna start learning how to ride a bicycle -.-
YES ! ii did say bicycle -.-
idk how to ride one yet so dont look at me tt way !!
*growlsssssssssss ~

ii need a job ! )x
BADLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so so broke T.T
*CRIES*

okay, enough of my whining -.-
ii dont wanna whine anymore ~
gonna go back to sleep soon ii think x.x
lalalanddddddddddddd **

2009-03-26T14:06:00.002+08:00

i'm missing those times.
those times when arhbee&me go out.
LOL
it's always laughter&smiles around him.
except for one time lurs.
hahas ~

hrmm ~
let's see ..
ii first met him on the 9th of oct 2006.
at amk&he was LATEEEEEE !!
ii skipped sch tt day.
we didn't really meet alot of times
but we keep in contact
&ohboy was ii head over heels with him for 2+yrs.
hahas !!

we quarreled bout maybe 3-5 times ?
and it's always when he's stress /=
ii initiated to break friendship with him once.
&tt's my first and only time confessing to him my feelings too.
then ii went offline straight away.
the next day after sch,
ii was in the library when he texted me.
he wanted to ask me out but ii screwed it up -.-
cos ii was thinking he was trying to quarrel with me again /=
hais ~

the only time ii stopped contacting him was when he got a gf.
&the time he&ii contacted each other again was just ..
maybe 2-3weeks before his gf&him broke up.
ii stayed by his side*not physically lurs*
and listened to any problems he have like in the past.
somehow..
we'd always know when either one of us have problems.
on the night he called me&tell me he was downstairs his ex hse.
and told me he wanna kill tt guy,
ii was MORTIFIED !!
ii was so darn worried.
luckily he didnt {x

then after tt ..
2-3 weeks later,
it was my turn to have a break up with my ex.
hahas ~
but ii know arhbee's always there when ii needed someone.
someone who never fails to worry for me&make me laugh xD
someone whom i'd worry for&just listen to his problems.

ii cant say i've totally no feelings for him.
but all ii can say is ...
we'd always be the bestest 'bro&sis'
&always somehow be there for each other.
*did ii tell you he called me at 4+ am,
&ii always cant hear my phone when i'm asleep but tt time,
idk why but ii just woke up*

we're the kind when even we dont contact each other,
we'd know when either one of us are having problems.
it's a feeling inside lurs.
hees ~

okays, idk why i'm typing this either.
guess ii just miss the past bahs (=

2009-03-26T11:19:00.004+08:00

i'm bored when ii reached home from movies..
so it's time for what alien's do best.
ZHILIAN-ING !! xD

presenting: Hangry&Angry !! xD
my 2 precious lil maomaoos ^^

next presenting: HIME.rabbit !! xD
sillyboy bought this for me when he saw my wishlist.
those were the ITE days yo !

next presenting: my Candy.Skull Headphone XD
idk, ii just fell in love with this at first sight.
took quite awhile to decide the color though .

hahas ~
zhilian right ?
&ii didn't upload all the photos *grins*
ii took 22 pictures {x

tt's all for now ..
i'm getting more sleepy by the day ..
why ?
maybe i'm just fading away from th surface of this Earth without noticing..

2009-03-26T02:04:00.002+08:00

weeeeeeeeeee ~
i'm back from movies {x
all thanks to jon !! XD
heiheii ^^
so long never ride bike lurs ~
lalalas *okays, ii high from not riding bike for so long*
hahas xD

xiao.hei is lucky to have sucha caring owner like jon lurs !!
he actually take note of xiao.hei's speed all the while {x
lalalas ~

the movie is super funny lurs !!
and xiao korkorr laugh dam cute x.x
like xiao didi =x
*oOps ~

then after movie,
surprised ~
cos arhbee suddenly called me,
and he rarely calls me.
ii was like scared something happen sia.
tt BODOH scare me for nothing.
hahas ~

BAKA ! ~

ii wanna ride on xiao hei again !!
ii think i'm gonna find a bike to be my bf.
not a biker.
but just the bike.
LOL

2009-03-25T18:09:00.002+08:00

OMFG !!
ii just freaking cut my own hair !! x.x
*dont worry, ii didnt cut it short*
ii just cut part of it short
&trimmed my fringe.
now it's much better ^^
hees ~

II WANT A SIDEKICK LX PHONE !!
who wanna buy for me !? =x
LOL
*as if anyone would buy for me uhhs*
maybe if ii can find ppl to 'yang wo'
hahahahahahahahas ~

ii took out my white extension,
so now left with the blue extensions {x
ii need to find a job soon !!
ii wanna put more blue extensions !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jon just went to get xiao hei back.
hahas ~
wonder how isit now /=
&ii wonder if he'd really take me out later !!
I'M DEAD BORED AT HOME YA KNOW !?
ii need Need NEED A FREAKING FUCKING JOB ,!
-.-

okays ..
i'm bored now ~
shall go wash all those piles of dishes in the kitchen now **

it's been 7 days sinced jiji went overseas -.-

2009-03-25T04:01:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna make a bento when jiji comes back !
*not cos ii want to but ii need a guinea pig*
=x

HEY !
my cooking is alright hors just tt ..
ii never tried making japanese food before.
so yea ~
be honored jiji !!
xD

gonna make..
`onigiri
`rolled egg
ehhs ..
the others i'm still thinking -.-"
maybe potato salad *if ii still got bacon bits left*
idk la !
Zz ~

kies people.
this lil alien wanna go to dreamland already {x
OYASUMI MINNA~
^^v

2009-03-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

i'm fuckking pissed !!
FUCKKING HELL PISSED OFF !!
NBCB !!
first jack come and accused me of something.
then my nbcb mother come and accuse me of something .
NBCCB !!

WTF IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE TODAY !?
FUCKKING FUCKERS FUCKKING FUCKED MY MOOD TODAY !!
_l_

FUCK JIJI LA !
HURRY COME BACK LA NBCB !!
BEFORE II HACK OFF YOUR HEAD WHEN YOU COME BACK !
*okays fine, ii wont do tt but just ..*
FUCKKING HELL HURRY COME BACK LA !!

been staying home for 10days already -.-
shitty hell,
FUCKKING HELL BORING ME TO DEATH !!
NBCB !! ~

juanwei told me bout this motto for his life.
hashiridase mae muite {x
which means face forward&run*

who ii wish life is like anime,
which everything would be a happy ending.
*sigh ~~~~~~~~~~

&ii feel like going for plastic surgery le..
but should ii ?
arhbee&jiji and the rest of my guy friends ask me not to.
ii agree tt natural beauty is best.
but ..
idk ~

ii guess ii just feel very inferior/=
super duper inferior !!
inferior to who you might ask ..
inferior to nana
she's one of the girl tt jiji asked to blog for him last time.
she's pretty ! real pretty ..
tt i'm afraid tt ii might actually fall for her x.x
she just seem so perfect *emos at a corner*

when jiji comes back..
i'm gonna tell him to give up on me
&ask him go back to his nana instead.
i'm much too inferior to her .............

&i'm so gonna on a diet !!!!!!!!!!!!
my weight doesn seem to go down
some more ii dont eat tt much anymore la !
WTH !!
like this ii have to at least starve myself for days lurs -.-

nana's my role model now !! XD
*shit !! i'm really obsess with her*

SOMEONE BRING ME OUT NOWWWWWWWWW !!

2009-03-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

ii need sleep .
seriously x.x
ii almost black-out afew times today -.-
shitty hell ~

&know what ?
i'm gonna go spca soon to adopt a rabbit !!
XD
*if ii can find the money to even travel* -.-
why Why WHY !?
why cant mummy let me keep kitties )x
*cos she's scared of them* -.-

jiji's at another part of china now{x
but guess there isn't any com there -.-
HELL YOU LA JIJI !!
AHOOOOOOOOOOOO !
*shit.. why the hell am ii thinking of him*
NO !! dont you dare anyhow think !
II DO NOT MISS BENJAMIN LIM ZHI JIE AT ALL !
i'm just thinking how to torture him tt's all.
not really thinking of him !
*BAHHHHHHHHS !!
AHO AHO AHOOOOOOOO !!

gonna sleep soon tonight though {x
if not i'd have a serious outbreak of girl's worst enemy !
PIMPLES !!!!

ii wanna go to quail farm too ! xD
then keep quails in my hse too ! ^^
ii used to keep 2quails when ii was in pri sch {x
lalalas ~

OHS ! &snow city too !!

2009-03-23T06:07:00.002+08:00

this is my freaking 3rd post in less than 3 hrs -.-"
hahas ~

and here's the full pic for the girl's gathering tt sat {x
taken from wayneGF's blog XD

*eefyGF, michBF&yutingMyLady didnt meet up tt day )x*
soon soon okays !?
XD

i'll carry you out until we are old

2009-03-23T05:54:00.002+08:00

this is super touching lurs,
saw it on emilyLAOPO's blog {x

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home.
She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb.
She was a civil servant.

Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time.
Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony.
Dewhugged me from behind.
My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.
This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs.
Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we just married, my wife said, "Men
like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls."

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.
I knew I had betrayed my wife.
But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said," You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company."
Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.
At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a Good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.
I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together.
Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.

This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, "suppose we divorce, what will you do?"
She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.
Apparently she believed that 'divorce' was something too far away from her.
I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.
Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her.
She seemed to have got some hint.
She gently smiled at my subordinates.
But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together."
I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you," I said.

She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her know what I was thinking.
"I want to divorce." I raised a serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "why?” "I'm serious."
I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!”

At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping.
I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.
But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.
The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.
But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release.
The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients.
I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her One month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible.
Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?"

This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.
I nodded and said, "I remember".
"You carried me in your arms", she continued, "so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning."

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd.
"No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce," she said scornfully.
Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger.
So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, "daddy is holding mummy in his arms."
His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly, "Let us start from today, don't tell our son."
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door.
She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time.
I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished.
Be careful when you pass there."

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.
I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now."

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter."
I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.
I knew She had buried all the bitterness in her heart.

Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment.
"Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life.
She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.
I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute.
I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.
I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.

Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old."

I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.
I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door.
I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious."

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead.
"You got no fever." She said. I moved her hand off my head.
"Sorry, Dew," I said, "I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more.
Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up.
She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry.
I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite.
The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card.

I smiled and wrote, "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

2009-03-23T05:00:00.002+08:00

know what ?
i've been sleeping like 6+ am th past few days x.x
helping korkorr spam maple this whole week.
*&still gonna spam for the rest of the mth*
ii wont be surprised if i need another op again -.-
Zz ~

then just now was spamming
&discussing with xiaoloa on earning money
through spamming XD
LOL
we talk till our mind filled with $.$
hahas ~

&due too all these late nights..
results ~
PIMPLES POPPING OUT !!
*OMFG !!*

but nvm,
i'm like applying antiseptic cream when i'm awake
so it'd subsiding now xD
hees x.X

jiji said he bought something !!
*creaking my brain thinking what it is*
NO CLUE MEHS JIJI !?
hahas ~
come back ii want candy floss hors !! =D
lalalas ~

suddenly ii feel like eating so many things !!

*i'll start of naming the sweet stuffs* xD

`ice cream*though i've been eating tt recently*
`candy floss
`cake
`chocolate
`marshmallow
`muffin
`cookie
`brownie
`popcorn
`crumble pie

*non sweet stuffs*

`black pepper chicken
`lasagna
`chili seafood flavored cup noodles
`swedish meatballs *located inside ikea*
`cheese hotdog
`the french food tt mummy's friend always cook
`OTAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!
`black pepper chicken chop
`black pepper lamb fried rice with egg
`steam egg with lotsa crabmeat XD
`my special spaghetti sauce with plain roti prata {x

&suddenly ii forgot the rest x.X

hahahas ~

2009-03-20T05:30:00.002+08:00

okays, photo updates XD
first one is a pic ii forgot to post =x

presenting: BENJI&JACK JACK !!

see how jiji loves jackjack !?
at underwater world(=
*&he ALWAYS bully jackjack !! )x*

now presenting: photo taken by pearlBBMEII x33

&these 3 others are from the night of the girl's meeting
{x

*guess whose other 2 hands they belong to yo!*

*melGF&me x33*

*yuki&me x33*

2009-03-20T01:12:00.001+08:00

ii think i'm in the mood to blog now,
but it's so unrelated to me ~
LOL

firstly,
stupid jiji la !
go china -.-
he's so gonna get a beating from me when he get's back XD
*evilGRINS*

secondly,
ii wonder where are all these pathetic lowlife strangers
are appearing from these days
*check out my tagboard yo !*
*especially to 'tracywhore*
to tracywhore, be honored that you're being advertised here .
hahahs ~
nowadays childish no life kids really are so ..
hrmm .. creative ?
ROFL !!
*ii really am rolling on the floor laughing, LOL
okays, maybe not, i'm rolling on my bed laughing !*
hahahahahahas ~

dam, it's so darn interesting so whoever you are,
just keep your nasty comments coming yo !! XD
i'm so looking forward to it,
ohs ! &sorry if ii ain't got all the time in the world to entertain ya,
ii aint as free as you so do be patient for my reply (=
hahas ~
but being a vulgar lifeless child you are,
ii doubt you could be that patient /=
*tsk tsk*

dam,
now i'm so full of inspiration on typing nonsense stuffs here.
*evilGRINS*
well, at least i'd be able to entertain tt lowlife stranger while waiting for my reply.
LOL
lalalas ~

ohs ! and tracywhore,
your name is so creatively named by your parents !
LOL
to think your own parents include a whore in their own child's name,
hahas ~
pity you, guess they already expected you to be a full time whore when you grow up.
or maybe you're already being trained to be one since young !?
*OMFG !*
i wonder what your parents teach you this poor stranger,
must be boring you to death till you have to come my blog
to make a scene right ? {x
or maybe you just wanna tell as much ppl that you're a whore,
THAT MUST BE IT !!
hahas ~

if you need guys so badly,
just go to clubs cos i'm sure there would be alot that wont mind a
one night stand with you *if you're hot enough tt is*
but seeing how you're desperately wanting attention,
i'd assume you're NOT !
HAHAHAS ~

one last note,
you've just stepped on the wrong cat's tail yo !
so just an advice ..
BEWARE !!
*evilGRINS*
*everyone around me should know how i love revenge*
(=

2009-03-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

okays, i'm lazy to blog -.-"
so here are 2 pics of qiqimeimeii&me {x
hahas

2009-03-12T18:23:00.002+08:00

*THURS*

stupid dumbdumb jiji cldnt come in the end -.-
tt hentai jiji need to buy clothes for overseas trip !!
*RARRS ,!
dumbdumb him ~

so ii this lil alien turtle only cld rot at home
*emo ~
juanwei just sms-ed me if ii wanna go out !!
wahahahas ~
maybe ii wont be rotting all the way already {x
*hopes*
but tt means my money would be depleted soon /=
*BAHHS !!

stupid jiji !!
suppose to go botanic garden today de lors T.T
BAKA ~~~~~
then he this dumbdumb monday then come )x
soooooooooo long !!
come on monday then he thursday midnight fly fly lurs ~
*curses ~
=x

hope ii cld get money from mumsie tmr x.X
which is like a 99.999999999999999999%
IMPOSSIBLE !!
-.-

2009-03-12T00:24:00.004+08:00

*WED*

jiji reached my hse around 12 + coming to 1 {x
packed my room&vacuumed -.-"
then see him eat frog porridge xD
mumsie cooked de,
hahas !
still have to fry cheese eggy for him *arbish*
dumbdumb jiji never eat frog before *OMG LA !!*
he said,"EWW !"
but when he took the first mouth ~
he went,"WA ! EHH NICE LEIS !!"
LOL
dam cute !! NOT !! -.-
=x
hahas ~

then went to sleep -.-
*ya right .. sleep my foot !!*
*more like slp for less than 30mins nia lors !*
*faints*
LOL

then korkorr suddenly came home !!!!!!!!!!
-.-"
wth ~
=x

then made jiji washed up the dishes while ii bathed =x
hahas ~
*bleaghh xp
then walked to main dover to take curry&buy 5 bottles of drinks -.-
then reached back home still need to cut tofu !!
*ARGHH ~

then finally when ii thought ii could sit down
&happily watch my cartoons ..
mumsie came home&there's so much more work to do )x
hahas ~

guaiguaii lil jiji helped too ! XD
hees ~
&finally when everything's done ..
we still couldn't eat yet -.-"
till 9+ pm then korkorr&his friends are done eating,
then our turn to eat ..

&HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !!!!!!!!!!
some act smart jiji said he could eat alot,
in the end 1 bowl also cannot eat finish !!!!!
&ii ate 4BOWLS HORS !!
=x
LOL

lalalalas ~
stupid jiji next week going china liaos -.-
FOR 10 WHOLE BLOODY FREAKING DAYS !!
*arghh ~

then come back he going army liaos -.-"
some more going navy !!
WTF !!
same as my ex *faints*

2009-03-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

*TUESDAY*

qiqiMEI came over my hse again {x
then slacked&slowly prepared to go marina
draw-ed&seriously took my time =x
hahas ~

cabbed to marina,
went to print out photo first&do the finishing touches for the board.
&since ii could do finish everything properly,
ii named it "The Unfinished Card"
hahas xD

went to k-box to meet th rest
while having to light the candles before we go in with the cake,
then sang happybirthday to mich.fishiieballie
LOL
stayed there for 1hr +
&yea ~
ii actually sang chinese songs !! x.X
hahas ~

then left around 7 + ?
went to find qiqiMEI's mummy at the b1 there
went to swensen to have dinner ! xD
thanks aunty {x
then parted with qiqiMEI&her mummy
then walked to suntec bus stop,
actually wanted to go town find zenzen,
but too lazy lurs x.X
LOL

2009-03-10T10:55:00.002+08:00

*MONDAY*

qiqiMEI came my hse first,
then taxi-ed to dunno where,
4+ taxi-ed to cityhall meet jeffery,
then wait for qiqiMEI's friend,
walked around finding michFISHBALLIIE prezzie,
but cldnt find any nice stuffs /=
jeffery left bout like 6 + ?
idiot him !!-.-

then we headed to bugis ~
LOL
went around looking again *faints*
ended up at sasa to buy ..
some slimming stuffs !
LOL
dam crap ii know -.-"

then when i'm about go home,
guess what ?
KORKORR SAW ME !!
*my real brother btw*
LOL
he was with this whole group of malaysians
tt he know through guess where !?
MAPLE STORY !!
XD

so followed them after sending qiqiMEI&her friend off.
hahas ~
went arcade see korkorr play soccer .
hahas
i'm like the freaking tallest there -.-
*as usual*
LOL

then mrt-ed home with korkorr bout 10 +
hees

2009-03-09T12:11:00.002+08:00

*SUNDAY*

jiji came my hse first {x
then ate chicken porridge tt mumsie cooked
&watch #kto !!
LOL
stupid jiji ate up the rest of the porridge -.-"
*BAHHS !!

then went&bus-ed to ferrer park,
to find papa,
in the end never -.-"
cos papa said he was rushing out&he isn't free
*grr ~
wasted my trip there !!

then slack at playground /=
LOL
shant say the rest -.-
lalalas ~

jiji waited with me for my bussiie
*&he was already rushing for time Time TIME !!*
=x
gomen ne ~
x.X

hees ~

wed gonna bake cookies !! XD
lalalas ~

2009-03-09T00:32:00.004+08:00

*SAT*

met up with the girls at cine {x
those who turned up, thanks ! xD
(michBF&yutingMyLady&effyGF;
really do wish you three could make it the next time x33 )

precisely nth much cos most of us are officially BROKE !!
LOL
wish ii could rewind the time to those days
where we dont seem to be bored
even though we didnt really do anything.
hahas XD

photos would be up once ii get all the photos and try to make
every of the photos nicer =x
LOL

but for now,
only one photo shall be posted {x
taken from pearlBBMEIMEII's bloggie ,!
^^

top left-right : wayneGF, pearlBBMEI, me
bottom left - right: reginaAIREN, yuki*is she my laopo or laogong ?*
melGF seems to be missing from the piccie !!

2009-03-06T01:08:00.003+08:00

*WED*

*photos for the day*

lincolnDI bombed my phone early in the morning
just to ask me accompany him go tpy buy phone -.-
&he called 3 others too including melGF&her bf ~
power uhhs !
1person buy phone, 4ppl follow him *faints*
thus had to call jiji meet me there instead.
*BAHHS !

later jiji&me parted with the rest.
went to city hall,
bought $13+ worth of bread from breadtalk.
LOL
power uhhs !? XD
tt's our lunch+dinner
supposed to be at nyny,
but ii want bunbun,
so nyny would be another day instead {x
hees ^^

walked to marina first while eating bunbun ~
mostly they want full time job -.-
wth lurs !!
*grr ~

then headed to suntec..
slacked at skygarden till 10 + pm
then part&went home .
fuliangKOR saw me walking home then shouted my name,
thus slacked with them at blk5 till midnight
then walked back home x.X

hahas ~
jiji says ii owe him a kiss,
yet he's the one nervous -.-
DUMBDUMB !!

JIJI = OLD MAN *in jap*
SO JIJI'S A ..
HENTAI JIJI = PERVERTED OLD MAN !!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS ~

2009-03-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

*MONDAY*

jiji came my hse first while ii was still preparing,
ii just cldnt make up my mind on what to wear,
&now my cardboard is messier than it already is x.X
bus-ed to bukit batok {x

met wayneGF first xD
then waited for pearlBBMEIMEII&BS ^^
stupid jiji always making me angry !!
*grr ~
BAIZHI LA HE !!

walked to shatec
&still had to climb 4lvls UP !
but okay lurs XD
not tt tiring but jiji was catching his breath -.-"
LOUSY !!
x=

buffet dinner was alright,
ii like the noodles !!
was feeling dam weird tt ppl had to serve us x.X
SUPER WEIRD ii tell you!!

photos up next !
xD

my precious 2 for the night xD

didnt see where ii was taking so end up didnt take dao pearlBBMEII )x
so thus, end results is wayneGF popping up behind XD

DAM CUTE LA !! ^^V
somehow reminds me of the 3NO's
but no one else to take photo so ii cant be inside )x

ballon-ie day ! xD
by wayneGF*

okays ~
i'm darn hungry now na !!
*growlings ~*
SEE !! got hear the growling my stomach making mahs !?
LOL

ciaos ~

2009-02-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

2009-02-27T21:36:00.002+08:00

okays ~
just gonna be brief bout the past 2 days yupps ? {x
went underwater world on wed with jiji,
didnt get to go dolphin lagoon cos was too late already )x
sure took lotsa photos ! xD
photos could be seen at my facebook so go Go GO !!
went to eat happy meal with jiji cos he want the pokeballs,
in the end is ii keep -.-
=x

thursday which is ytd,
went to dolphin lagoon !! xD
KYAA ~
^^
the sound tt the dolphin make dam KAWAII ! ~~~~~~~~~~~
XD

not gonna type bout the later part -.-
but easiest to day is ii got seperated from jiji..
my phone&wallet was with him !!
lucky ii still got my ez link card with me -.-"
went all the way to his hse there to get it back.

JIJI'S A REAL CAMERA SHY !! XD
lalalas ~

lil.devil got a new haircut today !!
wonder how he look like now /=
lalalas ~

2009-02-24T16:15:00.001+08:00

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

- forehead >.<

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?

- ehhs .. ii woke up in the afternoon, hahas ~

3. Who was the last person u took photo with?

- lil.devil

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

- yea =x

5. Would you ever donate blood?

- ehhs ~
if you put me to sleep first lurs x.X

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

- yea ~

7. Do u wan someone dead?

- ehhs ..
maybe =x

8. What does ur last text message says?

- 'talk more la.. call me now'

9. What are u thinking right now?

- where's mummy now /=

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?

- YES !!

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?

- 6+ AM this morning

Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?

- ehhs ~
cant rmber

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?

- yea ..

14. Who was the last person who texted you?

- zax

10 people tagged to do this quiz

.1) pearl
2) zax
3) yuting
4) ron
5) wayne
6) david*my brother*
7) rooiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
8) arhbee
9) effy
10) benSISTER

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?

- he's single

16. Is 3 a male or female?

- female

17.

If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?

- hahas ~
idk XD

18. What is 1 studying about?-

- business

19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?

- ehhs ~ dunno .
LOL

20. Is 4 single?

- yea ~

21. Say something about number 2?

- ii just knew him 2weeks ago -.-

22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?

- hahas ! idk .. it'd be a surprise to see MyLady with my bro . LOL

23. Describe 9?

- hyper !! xD

24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?

- they dont know each other ~
LOL

25. Do you like 8?
ehhs ..
used to be crazily in love with him for like 2+ yrs ?
LOL, but we're close buddies now {x

2009-02-24T15:02:00.002+08:00

ii got so much to update but i'm seriously feeling very lazy to =x
hahas ~

ii cant even rmber which day ii went out last week anymore -.-"
dam !!
ii got seriously S.T.M *stabs*

the only thing ii can rmber it's sunday ~
NIGHT SAFARI !! XD
before tt went to bugis with qiqiMEI to have interview at hajilane,
&it turns out tt the shop is ron's sister shop -.-"
Zz ~

after tt trained to woodlands to meet up with ron.lilDEVIL ^^
hees ~
went to eat first then went to the bus interchange,
waited for afew mins before lil.devil noticed tt the last bus to night safari left already -.-"
WTH !!

so he went to withdraw money&off we go to get a cabby there ~
hahas XD
watched the tribal show *ii forgot the name lurs*
but it's seriously very nice {x
all the fire&the beat of the music !
WOOHOOO ~
XD

then off we go to enter to night safari {x
watched the night safari show
dam cute la the animals {x
*KYAA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
then we went back to the entrance cos we needed a mappiie -.-

&off we go again xD
didn't take much photos cos we're not allowed to use flash,
if not would blind the animals /=
but managed to get afew though ^^
*waiting for lil.devil to send me then i'd update with photos alright ?*
hahas ~

we finished walking by 9+
so i'm like "HUH !! SO FAST !?"
LOL
&we took a pic tgt xD
*waiting excitedly for him to send it to me*
hahas =x

then guess what ?
we were so bored and had nothing to do ..
thus ii asked him choose a number from 1-25
&he choose 15
then ii asked him choose red or green
then he choose red..
thus conclusion is ~

YCK !!
LOL

&yck got nth to do so we walked to amk..
there ii gave him 3 choices..
1: kPool
2: explore the whole of amk
3: walk ALL the way to town ~

guess what !?
he choose 3 !!
yea ~
how nice ..

so we precisely walked from amk to bishun
then ii took a wrong turn and we landed at upp serangoon -.-
then found our way to tpy at last.
then walked some highway which dont even have a path for us to walk ..
then walk towards bredall road? ii think
then to novena
then at kk woman's hospital there but in the end didnt walk to town
instead we turned and walked to lil india then to bugis -.-
power right ?

&let me tell you,
it's not normal walk lors !!!!!!!!!
it's like faster than brisk walk -.-"
freaking tiring lurs !!!!!
LOL
*you'd only realize it's super tiring when you suddenly walk slowly*

&my leg feels like it's gonna have cramp anytime when ii was on my bed -.-
lalalas ~

2009-02-20T11:05:00.002+08:00

didnt go see fishy fishy ytd ! )x
stupid jiji come my hse and do what ?
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP !
*grr ~
tt stupid jiji was watching soccer at 4am in the morning.
so around 530 end ii suppose -.-"
IDIOT !!

at night walked to main dover&hell did we eat ALOT !!
it's like eating 3-4 meals in one go la !!
okays, it is counted as 3-4 meals.
LOL
&all jiji paid again -.-"
and now he's BROKE !!
LOL

then went to basketball court see lincolnDI&pikachu play.
then jiji&me go swing swing challenge see who can swing higher ~
LOL
then didi come find me again,
then go coffeeshop.
jiji was precisely ROTTING there !
=x

so jiji&me left and walked to blk5 there,
on music and all the way he's trying to make me show him jumpstyle -.-"
but NOOOOOOOOOOOO ~
ii wont show him.
hahas

then walked to doverMRT,
he went off and ii walked home.
&guess what !?
EATING TIME AT HOME AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNN !!
*omfg!! i'm so gonna gain weight.. let me check how much ii put on ..*

okays..
ii put on another 2kg -.-"
FTW !!
=x

okays ~
gonna go vivo just to buy my custard bun soon XD